(A two year old piece waiting to be posted) Little Life called ME

In the midst of my craziness, you where there... Always around when i needed someone... We've met when our hearts were broken, decided not to jump into anything and became best buds... Two years passed and we're still buddies... did out of this world stuffs... (Jog from my place to ultra, walked in the middle of the night looking for something to eat... Out of town with no plans, ended sleeping all day and night, fought like cats and dogs most of the time my fault lolz no buts and ifs lamukot lang sa face ok na kami..., eto pa there were girls looking at us while fitting shirts and we hugged and hold hands infront... Biggest laugh after...

Things do happen for a reason, especially over the last weekends (mushy things and a bit of not so me coz am clouded by tons of hopes and hearts - puso talaga)...

Then he said,  Kaw kase eh... let it be... (blah blah blah he whispered) i told him, kaw lang naman talaga ahh... pakain pancit, spaghetti, bibingka, puto, siopao at pinya... Comfort foods ko po... Kaw lang din sundo hatid from school Lolz

He knows me inside & out... People we dated... Things i did for others... Sabi nga ni Red bakit kase di na lang kayo... Eh palagi na lang kayo sad after few months, ayos credentials kayo pa rin, pati pag engr magkasama kyo... weekends kayo pa rin... For sure, dyan na naman si Rjay sa place mo until maging ok yan... Di sya yan pagsomething not planned happened, sinasapian ng kung ano lol, parang lost lang... Advise, pigil at sabayan kumain... Same story different endings na lang kayo lagi...

To cut it short...

Thank you for making me feel special and yes we are "official" (woot wooo)

How To Quit

Life oh life oh life...  One minute you're bursting with happiness then boom, sadness enters.

Wanted to quit smoking but there are a lot of things why I can't... Excuses, excuses excuses, I know right!

Most would say, "Life is short, worry less, live happily."

How can I when I'm surrounded with all the stress in life, this is from my perception.

I think this was a little over 10 years when I heard this from a friend.

"How could I stop smoking when this is the only thing that would never ever leave me, always available when you need one, not expensive and requires no attention.  (Selfish huh!) "

But true, a stick of cigar is like an unconditional love.  Always and readily available when you need on.

I hate this feeling, so age-defying. Hahahaha...

Life oh life...

When you can't hold into something physical, I simply get a stick of Marlboro green, light it and for a few minutes I feel better. Let's see if blogging would help me free my soul (BIG WORD) and remove negativity.

Going On Circles(Ikot-Ikot)

Happiness and Energy

Yesterday was good to me… Everything seems to fall into right places.

Here are the reasons why:

Nine hours of sleep
It helps to have a good sleep, I did! It was a straight nine hours of non-stop sleeping, 10-7 and no waking up. I enjoyed that slumber and who’d you know I did not dream of anything (as far as I can remember).

Proof of having a good sleep c/o Sleep Foundation Organization.


No heavy traffic, going to work is like a breeze. It only took me 15 minutes which is usually 30-45 minutes and someone tried to hit on me (yabang)


One of my customers also commended my hard work and effort to set-up our service. I was also not sp busy at work unlike the past weeks where it felt that everyday is a manic Monday.



Lastly, I feel (present) special.